Wednesday, July 15, 2009

Goodbye My Love...

So a continuation from yesterday yesterday's post, which was 2 days ago??..that's right; it was the day after everybody came over and trashed the place :@. And I had to complete my tax return so subsequently forgot about completing this post- ahhhh it's all coming back to me...

Regardless, here it is:

Last night 2 nights ago was loads fun-... apart from the FREQUENT bottle spills upon the pre-cleaned carpet [I JUST SPENT 1 HR CLEANING UP CARPET STAINS!!! Not happy Jane.] -and ofcourse Jason Fu, being the delightful child he is, entreated us to one of his Fu Bombs which consisted of an overwhelming amount of toxic FUmes due to his excessive disposal of FU-aeces - basically the air in the bathroom was unbreathable!!!!! and whats worse, it resulted in the bathroom becoming temporarily inaccessible =.=. What else...OH and having to endure their gaming commentary throughout most of the morning and being constantly waken whenever ronald died/killed/lost/won...

But what the heck ey! Nothing matters when your having fun...

Also went to watch Harry Potter and the Order of the Pheonix Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince that day which unfortunately, was not as good as expected. The book is better than the movie, though they usually are restricted when filming. The highlight of the movie though, was in a scene where Dumbledore and Harry were cornered by a mass of hideous creatures, resembling bigger sized versions of Golems in fact (Lord of the Rings), and having to remark that FU's mum was a great actor.

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Due to a tight budget, I was forced to create something quick, satisfying but inexpensive to eat for lunch today.


The result?-



Ingredients: 3x Migoren, ham, *2x egg.

All for under $2!!!!!! =oooo

I think i'm going to be the next male Poh on Master Chef *nods*. Poh better win! We really need an asian face up there to do us proud. But WTF?! How did Chris get out?! Julie didn't even complete her dish!! )#($%)#$(RJ)FDN0(W$)

*Anyway, I was very disappointed by the size of 'Coles Free Range Eggs'-




I am well aware of the fact that good things come in small sizes but the size of the eggs.. absolutely disgraceful! It's safe to say I got jipped, probably my fault for not checking before buying. Particularly this egg, it should not even bear the title of being a '600g Large Egg'.



You can see the disapproval etched on my face. =)

(Nb. egg appears larger in photo)

Anyway I want you guys to meet my new found love, Kim So Eun (김소은) <3-







In case your wondering, she's an actor that stars in the epic drama Boys Before Flowers (Krn Version) and in relation to the title, also features in one of 8eight's new songs 'Goodbye My Love', shown below.




And sorry to you viewers, once again I couldn't refrain myself from blogging about K-Pop but the story behind the MV is actually quite sad and evocative!

Saturday, July 4, 2009

Reflection...

Haven't blogged for a while >< but horray exams are over! - for the meantime. =.=

Anyway, just got into a fight with my mum TT...there were tears and such and now just reflection- well that's all i've been able to do - don't feel like doing much except to sit and think. Stare into blank screen and let the thoughts flow to my finger tips. ...funny eh? how after a fight...you feel completely drained, exhausted, unmotivated to do anything besides resolve the inner turmoil going on within you and to cry out your pain ....i've noticed that you feel so much better after crying-besides those uncontrollable 'hiccup' sensations you get after- but it helps seriously. You should never be ashamed/afraid to cry.

I wonder what must be going on in her mind? or perhaps shes just resumed back to watching her tv dramas as per usual- shutting herself completely from the outside word and reality; us.. her children. You must thinking..what prompted this fight? It's stupid really. It started off as an argument about mobile phones and then it turned into something ugly.Funny how the simplest of matters can escalate and turn into something so big; a revaluation of friendship, trust, relationship...love - something hurtful.

And don't you hate it how.. after a fight with your parents, there is this awkwardness that pervades while there's this 'cooling off period' that exists, making confrontations even more awkward? Well she is returning to HK tomorrow so I guess that will act as a cooling off period... -also you've got nowhere else to go besides your room... it's like your trapped there for eternity.. because the house appears to be their territory/domain.

The thing is, she just doesn't understand me. No matter how hard I might try. And it's hard to convey to her how I feel.. why I've done the things I have; it's like those feelings you get when your about to confess to your parents that you've lied to them... or when you've been called into the deputy's office out of the blue.

I guess it's just teenage anxiety- self obsessed teenagers with their constant evaluation of every aspect in their lives.
I'll leave it at that. Hopefully many of you have better relations with your parents. Time is a great healer, and with time relations will heal and friendships will mend. Life is too short to worry; to form hate within you, to hold resentments against your friends because of previous quarrels/misunderstandings.

Everyone should put their grievances behind them and live life in the present, looking towards the future...

Wow I must say, spilling your thoughts onto a page does take a load off. Although it must sound like i'm rambling ...meh.

I feel much better now.

Sunday, June 14, 2009

Melody...

Haha another post already??

I happened to stumble across this piano cover of Halo by Yoonha Hwang<--- GREAT musician btw!! MAD on the piano! and yeh...just thought i'd share it. ^o^ Slight variation to the original but still sounds awesome!!



P.s. It's frkn cold outside.

Friday, June 12, 2009

Naked Pics ;)

LOLOLOL made YOU look you pervert!- damn straight you should be ashamed !! haha but just as I grabbed your attention i'm sure I would of turned off ten fold the amount of viewers HAHAAHA! -...yeh lame.

Anyway, haven't had time to blog much these days =((...the reality of the HSC has finally hit home and HARD!!! I regret taking it so lightly the first two terms and now i've truly placed myself in a bad position >o<"". A tip for you guys out there who have not embarked on this journey through hell yet- DON'T BLUDGE!!! The HSC is looming so close I can already smell my failure. Assessments are in about a week followed closely by trials and then the HSC!! GG)=OOOOOOOOO(*#&#@50(*&#%(*%#$)_*(^@ . T.T

A quote I recently found says-"The difference between a successful person and others is not a lack of strength, not a lack of knowledge, but rather in a lack of will"-Vincent T. Lombardi and quite frankly "Effort=Outcome". Currently, it feels like I am one stepping stone away from my future and it is all determined on 'the now'. ARGH immense pressure atm! Can't wait until uni!-wait..that's if I make it into a course that is T_T.

Anyway sorry for boring you with my life story XD..here are the nude pics as promised...- JKS! haha but here are random pics I found on my camera from yoinks ago...ehh Bio Camp?? O.O What an experience!-..ay Cecil?? if you're reading this HAHA! Hmm..if you'd asked me to sum up bio camp in a few words it would be; leeches/mosquitos-> faeces-> trees-> raw chicken-> kangaroos-> sub zero temperatures & Tarzan's wife (the bush ranger appeared like she was a bush baby O.O).

Overall bio camp truly was a "Hungry Jacks Stunner Deal!"









Our cabins.


Teacher's cabin. gg


HK Tseun Wan-






Cute puppy.


Cute pandas.


Cute pony.


-GL everybody with their studies! Aja Hwaiting!!~

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

Hope...

12/5/08 汶川大地震.

In a world relentlessly hit with turmoil, despair and tragedy we must always remember to cherish every moment that is spent with our loved ones.

*The picture below is a snapshot of the despair faced by many in the midst of the 12th May 2008 Sichuan Earthquake. It was taken during the aftermath of the earthquake and shows a quake victim (the hand of a young child) trapped under the debris while her older brother holds her hand for comfort.

Looking at these photos reminds me of how lucky I am to have a roof over my head, to have a family, to be loved- to be alive...and just how much I take for granted each day. And that I must always think of the ones I love and "cherish every moment spent with them" because you never when its gone-till its gone. (Not turning emo btw)

I want to express my deepest condolences to those affected by the earthquake. May those who perished in the earthquake
Rest in Peace- 你們安息.

*

Thursday, May 7, 2009

Food for thought...

Adding to the previous post, just a series of pictures/comics that I found quite entertaining and interesting. My homework relief!!

1. LOL I LOVE THIS ONE!!!...
-that's not sus at all. Really.

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Tuesday, May 5, 2009

Friday, May 1, 2009

Zia (지아) - 터질 것 같아 (Feels Like its Breaking)

New track from Zi-A's mini album "Orchestra".

Pretty cool MV! An analogy for betrayed love. Kind of reminds me of Blade Runner tho o.o.

Brief overview: A guy receives a package, contained within it is a lifeless form of a young woman and an instruction manual. The guy diciphers the instruction manual and finds out that in order to instill life within the girl he must give her love. This love acts as a power/life source for the girl; her "battery" is restored to full health when the guy gives her his full devotion and compassion. However, as the girl recovers day by day, the guy appears to be degrading in health and has become like the girl, a robot of some sort that requires "love and compassion" as a power source. Despite this, the girl whom he had loved and nurtured, does not care about him and thus, he is depleted of power and dies in the end.


8Eight - 심장이 없어 (Don't Have A Heart)

Genre: R&B/Ballad

This is the title track of 8eight's third album “The Golden Age.” It features a unique and exciting beat and portrays the sadness of a breakup. It was produced by hit-maker Bang Shi-hyuk, who also wrote "Like I've Been Shot" for Baek Ji-young. The music video is a story about forbidden love between a vampire, portrayed by So-hee of the Wonder Girls, and a human being.

Great song! Check it out below!




Translation:

If I said I was hurting, I thought it'd really hurt
If I said I was sad, I thought I'd start to cry
just laugh, just laugh, just laugh
But people keep asking why i'm crying

RAP
Every day is a repeat: I cry then laugh then cry again
Why am I like this?
I live not being able to tell if beer is beer or if it's food
Living through this degree of pain
Absent mindedly on paper, without even knowing I write your name all day long
I don't let go of the pen until the whole page is black
I miss you, and i pick up the phone to call but then i stop
Tears find me again from thinking of you

I don't have a heart
I don't have a heart
Therefore, I cannot feel any pain
I walk by myself talking to myself everyday
but still tears always seem to flow

If I said I was hurting, I thought it'd really hurt
If I said I was sad, I thought I'd start to cry
just laugh, just laugh, just laugh
But people keep asking why i'm crying
even though im laughing like this

RAP
Ever since you left I feel like I've become stupid
I can't do anything,
die, i live secluded in my home
Without you I have nothing to do but the day is so long, it's too long
But why are you so busy? I made you feel lonely.
When you said you wanted to go shopping I'd go drink with a friend
Just like that,
It's so easy but why couldnt I do it with you?
I've always regretted being the slowest,
I must be an idiot but even at the end I can't seem to be able let go

I don't have a heart
I don't have a heart
Today, I tell an obvious lie again,
My heart hurts so much and I'm here begging like this,
So how do you think I can laugh?

If I said I was hurting, I thought it'd really hurt
If I said I was sad, I thought I'd start to cry
just laugh, just laugh, just laugh
But people keep asking why i'm crying
even though im laughing like this

(Let's Laugh), Like celebrities on tv
(Let's Laugh), Like your mini homepage title
(Let's Laugh), Like yesterday when I was happy

I don't have a heart
I can't feel pain
I don't have a heart
I can't feel pain
Just laugh, Just Laugh, Just Laugh
Please stop your tears now..

Thursday, April 23, 2009

Funny Easter Picture.


LOL *Credits to Rebecca (above left) for showing me this picture.

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

Weird Dreams..

Prepare to be WTF-ed...


Last night I had this really obscure dream so I decided it was worth noting o.o- I don't know if you would classify it as a nightmare but regardless.. I was being pursued and tantalized by this big ass monster fish that was a cannibal- it was like an ogre white-spotted orange gold fish O.o; but it wasn't a shark either, it literally looked like a ridiculously big big big big big gold fish- the size of a whale actualy. I don't know :S. Anyway, this fish was "murdering" (and later on tries to attack me) the other fish in the pond or reservoir. I could see the outline of a silhouette just beneath the surface of the water (like a shark) moving rather quickly around the pond whilst fish guts and heads were sprouting on the surface of the water above it, it was horrifying X.X. The water was a bubbling sea of red. Suddenly the silhoutte advanced towards me and this MOTHER F***ING (excuse language:P) BIG GOLD FISH HEAD (emphasis on the GOLD FISH HEAD) lunged at me, mouth hanging open ready to swallow me whole- the details are vague at this point but I do remember it was unsuccessful because I OWNZORZ it in the end ^o^v. The setting of this dream if I can recall is in the backyard of my grandma's house (grandparents/old peoples homes are scary ><) because they have a huge fish pond/resoivor thing containing big gold fish-the fish are approximately the size of the fish you get served at chinese restaurants incase you can't visualize it. Has anyone ever tasted gold fish O_o?? However, how it could possibly contain a whale fish of its scale I have no idea :S.


What I did next? I ran upstairs to get a shotgun/pistol and returned to find it gone!! O.O- just like all action/thriller movies although its not really horror is it?.. unless the girl (Samara?) from The Ring crawls out of its gaping mouth O.O- I've dreamt of the Ring Girl once before.. not because I fancy her ofcourse!! LOL I think i've had my fair share of movies these holidays. Anyway, the suspense builds up at this point and I'm left standing on a platform bridge structure directly above the pond, pistol between my trembling hands directed towards the surface below. I think I may have wet my bed =p. I'm scanning the surface below when a voice from behind yells at me: "GAO MUT YEH AH?! SEK FARN LA!!" (translation: What are doing?! It's dinner time!) ..so its dinner time? O_o ..at least theres a sense of normality to the situation. I screamed out, "Por Por!! WTF have you been feeding your fish?!" However, this was followed by the sound of a broken rice bowl and my grandma's croaked voice screaming out incoherent words mixed with horror and shock: "GNOR-BOL-BOL-YU-SEk-SIGH-SART-YUN-HONG-SAWL-LEI-4-JOR-LA....DIM GUY? DIM GUY? DIM GUY? dim guy...." (translation: My-Bol Bol, random name given to a random fish??-Eat-All-Murderer-You-Die-Already....Why? Why? Why? Why?) All the while I just kept thinking..I didn't do it..I didn't do it..I didn't do it..while the "dim gai" constantly rang in my ears. Before I had time to respond, I caught a glimpse of a fin amongst the floating mass of fish heads, innards and the icy stares of fish eye balls- not a pretty sight.

Subsequently, I fired like a crazy man into the depths of the water. There was no response, only the wailing of my grandmother growing steadily louder. I let my guard down thinking it was all over, but just as I did, the sound of breaking water filled my ears and out emerged the fish with its jaw hanging open (its head looked like a cross between a dragon and a gold fish actually O.o). I grabbed the nearest bamboo stick and jabbed it into the expanse of black before me. I could feel and ear the grinding of flesh. It's breath smelt foul. It had stopped motionless in its tracks at this point, my arm outstretched grasping the bamboo stick with the fish firmly skewered along its length. With its body displayed in full glory, I realised I had managed to pierce both sides of its flabby cheeks with my random firing.









Yeh.. that's the end of my WTF dream O.O. On a random note, I'm going to go buy a Siamese Fighter fish tomorrow. =)

Saturday, April 18, 2009

Jay Chou-晴天

Old Jay Chou song but I just discovered it and it's pretty good ^.^".

曲/詞: 周杰倫
Qu/Ci: Zhou Jie Lun
Music/Lyrics: Jay Chou

Translation: Hyde – www.jay-chou.net

故事的小黄花
gu shi de xiao huang hua
The small yellow flower from the story

从出生那年就飘着
cong chu sheng na nian jiu piao zhe
Was wandering since he day she was born

童年的荡秋千
tong nian de dang qiu qian
Swinging on a swing in her childhood

随记忆一直晃到现在
sui ji yi yi zhi huang dao xian zai
Swinging her memories all the way until now.

ㄖㄨㄟ ㄙㄡ ㄙㄡ ㄒ一 ㄉㄡ ㄒ一
re sou sou xi dou xi

ㄌㄚ ㄙㄡ ㄌㄚ ㄒ一 ㄒ一 ㄒ一 ㄒ一 ㄌㄚ ㄒ一 ㄌㄚ ㄙㄡ
la sou la xi xi xi xi la xi la sou

(*note: there is no translation for these two lines, they're merely a musical scale such as do re mi fa so la...)

吹着前奏望着天空
chui zhe qian zou wang zhe tian kong
Playing an opening theme, looking into the sky

我想起花瓣试着掉落
wo xiang qi hua ban shi zhe diao luo
I think of petals trying to fall

为你翘课的那一天
wei ni tiao ke de na yi tian
That day I skipped school for you;

花落的那一天
hua luo de na yi tian
That day the flower fell;

教室的那一间
jiao shi de na yi jian
The space of the classroom;

我怎么看不见
wo zen me kan bu jian
Why can’t I see it?

消失的下雨天
xiao shi de xia yu tian
That rainy day that disappeared -

我好想再淋一遍
wo hao xiang zai lin yi bian
How I want to be rained upon again

没想到失去的勇气我还留着
mei xiang dao shi qu de yong qi wo hai liu zhe
Never thought that I still kept my lost courage

好想再问一遍
hao xiang zai wen yi bian
How I want to ask again:

你会等待还是离开
ni hui deng dai hai shi li kai
Will you wait or will you go away?

刮风这天 我试过握着你手
gua feng zhe tian wo shi guo wo zhe ni shou
That day that the wind blew I tried to hold your hand

但偏偏 雨渐渐
dan pian pian yu jian jian
But unfortunetly, the rain kept on

大到我看你不见
da dao wo kan ni bu jian
Falling until I couldn’t see you

还要多久 我才能在你身边
hai yao duo jiu wo cai neng zai ni shen bian
How much longer until I can be beside you again?

等待放晴的那天 也许我会比较好一点
deng dai fang qing de na tian ye xu wo hui bi jiao hao yi dian
Waiting for the day to turn clear, maybe I’ll be a little better then

从前从前 有个人爱你很久
cong qian cong qian you ge ren ai ni hen jiu
Long ago, a person loved you for so long

但偏偏 风渐渐
dan pian pian feng jian jian
But unfortunetly, the wind kept on

把距离吹得好远
ba ju li chui de hao yuan
Blowing, widening the gap so much further

好不容易 又能再多爱一天 Add Video
hao bu rong yi you neng zai duo ai yi tian
So difficult, (I have) another day to love again

但故事的最后你好像还是说了拜拜
dan gu shi de zui hou ni hao xiang shuo le bai bai
But it seems that, at the end of the tale you still said, “Goodbye”


Sunny Day 晴天 - Jay Chou 周杰倫


Thursday, April 9, 2009

Alex + Kary 演唱會 !!


FK! Why couldn't it be in Sydney...tbh, i'd rather go to this concert than jay chous :P. Argh, if i was 18 and didn't have the hsc >.> id fly over and see it :(.


Easter Friday.

Hahaa this is my first post for this blog..my other 1 kinda died so yeh.. neway atm just sitting at home staring at the clouds...call me a romantic? O.o..haha- and blogging. I should be out bbq-ing with the other azns but I fked up my leg yesterday at Hapkido, full caused a blood bath in my sisters car :D. so i'm stuck at home; rents out mahjong-ing, cuzns in HK...ZzzzzzZZzzz. I want to Karaoke havent been in yoinks >.>. Anyway, very short blog yes I know, haha its boring blogging about ur monotonous life.



Btw, any1 planning on going to Jay Chou concert?